“Happy clouds” and “happy trees” are what painter, Bob Ross would paint on his canvas. Do you remember this PBS program?
Well as “happy” as his objects were in his artwork, life is not always so happy. This week I have had a difficult time being “happy”. Too much going on to enjoy life. Dad terminally ill, both my grown daughters with major disc and back issues possibly genetics, a greenhouse needing to be completed before a hard freeze comes, working full-time in a job with a pay freeze for 4 years now, and starting to take on weekend catering jobs as the greenhouse sales have ended for the season. I am just plain tired and I am grieving! I know, I have much to be thankful for. Family, jobs, and the abiity to work. But I remind myself of the holy scriptures, John 16:22 – “So with you: Now is your time of grief, but I will see you again and you will rejoice, and no one will take away your joy.” (NIV) I am holding onto God’s promise.
When it rains, it pours. Hope better days come your way soon.
I lost my father nearly three years ago, seems like it could have only been a few months ago. I feel your sorrow as well, lucky for us spring promises new life, bring it on…